it sucks to be sucked at a place where u fucking hate and totally dun belong to
and looking ahead doesnt cheer u up at all
and u cant lie to urself that its doing u any good or any justice
for the pay, for honour? for nation? bullshit.
well in other words NS...

OK so i suddenly decided to blog after so long
y leh
cuz i hav lived to tell my tale
of jumping of a flying aircraft from 1000feet
crazy isnt? but ya its NS....
But nvm, i shall not spend my last few moments of my civilian life rambling on above parachuting.

sms gwynneth till late last night or to be exact, this morning
n found out that i hav literally AWOL from life
didnt know lots of things
and hav not seen some of my friends for a long time liao
really must find a book out to meet up again
So much things hav happening liaoyet i dun hav a single clue
thx to army that has cuz to me to be to lazy to go out on sat mornings..
call that introvert if u one
haha
but nvm, im all set for the impending sentosa outing ahead

But Damn u can call me bitchy or wad
i think i really need a gossip thearpy or two to keep my info updated
in other words siew yuen haha be prepared to receieve my calls
hahaha :x

but to kao-pei-ing
most of the gals r having/enjoying their uni-orientation camps or activities
which means they are getting on wif their lives
BUT hey its unfair
gals r the biggest chao geng, even better den jian kai
they dun even need to serve
yar yar yar u may say that they would waste 10months or their lives immoblile when they r pragnant
but hey we waste 22 months
and 12 months difference is alot
i can grow my hair to an emo lenght of 1m and shave it off 10 times
so to make it fair, WE MUST MAKE EM PRAGNANT AT LEAST 3 TIMES

ok lots of bull crap
haha
i gotta say bb to life again
and embrace my country flag with open arms and a changi camp pass